You are trapped in a cage..
no one sees it.. not even you..
you don't know what it's made of..
you don't even know where it came from.. In times of trouble and insanity
I carry masks to disguise
the pain I carry
secure behind my eyes.. it's like it never goes away
it explains all of my fear and pain .
Do you think it will ever go away ?
If it does
I wonder what will happen embracing loneliness
comprehending vagueness
playing with vulnerabilities
absorbing obscurities
appreciating difficulties
dredging malfunctions
living with illusions
Shoved between the pages of a forgotten book
sizzling out a tragedy the chills that go down my spine make me feel abnormal
Stone cold heart, hopeless with my decaying scars.
Betrayed trust, my hurt invisible to your lies
A monster is all I see beyond my reflection in the mirror.
If only I could escape these chains and cuffs
And once again run from my thoughts.
I hold in the anger, I hold in the pain.
Slip on the mask,
Used so many years.
Like a clock without numbers, a mirror without glass. A knife without a blade
the screaming voices in my demonic mind
Memories stare back at you,
through the mirror in your mind
Oh, what a wicked thing it is for flesh of one living creature to continue living through one living creatures death
For inside I hide the pain that's real.
This is it. No going back.
I breathe in, but I can't let it out.
Yet one piece was left the same.
Shattered hopes never died in vain
Love holding power unbroken by hate
If I look at your mirror I see a human beeing, not a monster,
ReplyDeleteMonsters are people who enjoy the suffering of others, those who take pleasure in hurting without a plausible reason.
Wear a mask is the only way to hide deep wounds that tear the soul and the body.
It is a half-life suspended.
Break the chains!
You're not alone
When we dive deep into that emotional pain and process it all through our heart it unmasks the lies that our mind/ego has trapped us into. Forgive, love and have compassion for your inner child who is the broken one and needs nourishment. Please know I do love and care. We are All One. <3 <3 B
ReplyDeleteI well know what you're talking about.
DeleteTake care of your inner child I send him all love I can, maybe one day I will see his smile in your eyes...
Love U
Always there My Friend♥
ReplyDeleteI DO Love and Care for You♥
The cage is there from the beginning and I decided to keep my soul inside of it.
ReplyDeleteFor me it's normal to ware a mask outside. It's almost a skin. In the cage, I feel relaxed having my face, in other words being alone. I don't feel lonely.
I feel lonely when I am surrounded by others because I realize I'm different.
I'm protecting a light inside, not to be extinguished by the evil wind.
Most of People see what their eyes see , the shell . There are people
ReplyDeleteable to see the light inside, feel the soul and get in touch with it ...
People that love unconditionally without prejudice without judging , in
silence, without asking anything back
They follow the light of love living in their hearts. <3
Love you
Have you opened the cage?...you back? I have tears in my eyes...
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